Last night

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we went to tutta bella
you looked at me with those
sparkling eyes
and guessed that I’m a spy
I happily gave you my secrets

You said you’d write
for Taylor Swift
You really are a gifted writer
The way you weave words until I’m
undone
Tell me again
what you ate in Italy

We got ice cream
And a hummingbird was stuck in the shop
We named him Humberto
I knew how he felt
The rest of the world outside the door
But wanting to stay near the sweetness
The way we kissed

In the shop
On the street in the twilight
As soon as the car door shut

you took me in your mouth
the whole drive home
barely coming up for air

no one has ever done that before

Fuck I love your body
God you make me feel so good
I like you a lot
Kiss my chest
It’s getting hard to just be friends
You wanna go again

I want to name what’s here
I want to be careful with my heart

Would you rather be a vampire
or a merman I asked
We both chose vampire in the end
As you nibbled my neck
I wouldn’t want to live in the sea
and lose all of this
Is this what being gay is

I’m scared you said
My hand on your chest
Is there something the fear is asking to change
Saying it is good

I’m scared too
And coming alive

I could look at your ass all day
I never knew life could be like this

The blood lost becoming a dancer