like a houseplant I will bend

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Life is too short

and I am too trusting

to take what you give me

as anything

other than true.


All of me is earnest:

a vine that can only shine green,

a person who is good at caring,

heart on my sleeve

hoping you mean what you say.


I'm good at hugs

and tears, I'm good at

drink-this-water-and-get-some-sleep,

I'm good at thermometers and doing the dishes

and reading over that email for you before you send it.


Like a houseplant, I will bend

toward the light of your comfort;

let’s grow together in spirals,

I’ll give you shade and you’ll give me a trellis:

mutualism.


I will never flower for you,

but I promise my leaves will be broad,

and my roots will remember your shape

even after you are gone;

I hope that is enough.



Hilary Pittenger