sacrament

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the pain recedes

a tide going out

waves getting smaller and further away with each breath

a minor miracle

when the ache and the water were just here,

just lapping at my feet,

so large

so beyond my control

then simply flowing away, leaving the tide flat of my body to exhale in its wake.


I am grateful to the moon

(or my Eve-cursed approximation of it)

for putting me on the merciful end of its tidal pull

for being sated with my blood sacrifice

for leaving me enough strength in the 4am bathroom light

to drink from the cup and let the sacrament of acetaminophen slip down my tongue

another miracle unfathomable in its science and scale.



Hilary Pittenger