That Night

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Remember the night

the butcher, the baker, the candlestick maker

rowed the moon boat over the mountains

and we watched from a treeless knob below Purple Pass

and stayed up all night, so so cold,

single digits at least

and shared a trash bag bivvy


industrial strength,

swiped from the compactor

and shivered tooth rattle hard

me in my ragg wool sweater

you with actual down

and the lake sparkled below, a silver fish


shiny-scaled, flipping its gills

down in the dark where red antennas

grace gneiss walls, outsized

and ancient-strange. The others had left us

for quitters. So we stabbed our skis

in ice like a moon-glinted cage—

so we wouldn't slide off

the mountain. We read aloud

to each other from a borrowed

book stories of other mountain

people, able neighbors from

a gentle north. We watched

the moon crest mountains

like waves—Castle, Devore, Tupshin, Bonanza.

Never sinking low nor shooting high

balanced thin and teetery, bright marvel

like those old telemark

boots we found used—and who knew?—they fit.


It must be aliens, we decided

and wriggled from the bag to hop

and holler. Take us! we cried. Take us!


On cold nights afterwards—for years—we'd ask one other: what if

that night we'd leapt aboard? Then at some point,

we knew. We did.



Ana Maria Spagna (she/her)