Ode to growing tomatoes

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These days, it seems all I do is tend to this garden and feed this

dog they’ve left me and made me walk and pick shit up after


and dote on. The children, they don’t come home for dinner

or call to let me know and Mickee and Megan snap jaws at each


other like chummed sharks again. What’s there left to do. Knot

each vine to a stake and watch each globe redden and swell


with stretch marks. Look at how they plump–look, how I touch

and they follow so gently from their stems. If I set them here


for you and close my eyes I can see you chewing each one

slowly. Do you remember back on the fields the year we grew


one tomato plant and my brother lectured it was a waste we

didn’t have eggs to eat them with but when the first tomato


finally ripened I cradled it in my hands and you gathered your

hands around mine and we slid it off its stem together we were


so young then and that harvest the tomatoes so sweet they made

my mother’s teeth ache but my teeth were still fine then I could


still bite and break the skin so the juice and seeds burst out

and dribbled down my chin and neck for you to kiss away. We were


also waiting for our children then. Now I press a cherry tomato

on to my tongue and wait for the children to come home.



Mickee Cheung