Snowflake Recollections

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After Sophomore year I set out

on some unconscious mission

to run a dissolving kiss

down the seams of existence

I remember she made

a paper snowflake out of glue and scissors

in elementary school, the excess pieces?

I lost them in an ash heap of a decade


so logistically, stuck in a memorable pip of hollow

I searched for that stray epiphany

to discover something as simple as happiness again


how did she dream with all that excess shiver

that coated the cosmos of the days,

in my disintegrating recollection of it all


time mimics a wishbone snapping in two

and I think I’ve learned to melt a little in the solemn,

the nostalgia that is thickly

caped in bittersweet desolation

she asks, “how does it feel to be happy again Jayden”



Jayden Chang