I Love Her Not

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I love her,

I love her not


I tear off each petal with trembling fingers

Dropping them to the soft

Ground on which I sit

Even the question is dangerous

This child’s game a target on my back


I love her,

I love her not


Should these words slip past my whispering lips

Exposing my thoughts to a

World ready to defile my honest heart

The blossom in my hand would wither

Seeds to ash and

Love to dust


I love her,

I love her not


Leaving my heart behind in a pile of petals

Buried under abandoned hope and

Illusions of blooming desire

I bid farewell to my brief freedom


I love her not,

I love her not



Elliot C (they/them)