a poem about queerness

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sitting down and trying to write a poem about queerness.

certainly, it could go on forever

and change

and be entirely the same.

declare its own names,

and give itself to the world.


certainly, it’s an old poem.

the words are reused

and always new

and vast

and joyous

and fruitful.


certainly, none of us are

able to control

the reckless and fragile

creature of love.


certainly, we all know

that exact creature.


certainly, my poem about queerness is a love poem too:


             what a joy

             it is to stare into someone’s eyes

             just to see them staring back into yours


             oh, how blessed

             is my flesh

             to have come to know

             the tender flesh

             that’s yours.


             what a remarkable thing

             to be in love

             like wine and music and a soft afternoon.


but my poem on queerness is a poem of giving too.

if not giving, being here.

breathing and bleeding

singing and crying

loving and loving and loving.


my poem on queerness is turning out,

and is breathing on its own.

             look, the trees are singing!

             the majesty of the pine

             spindles for hands

             it reaches out forever

             and always has enough.


             o’ nature, great symphony

             the world truly is a song.

             and if music be the food of love, play on,

             or whatever shakespeare said

             500 years ago

             about 500 years ago.

             it was true then and then,

             and now and now.


my poem on queerness knows two things:

we are here to

grow and change,

and reach out in abundance.


and we are here until we aren’t.

but meanwhile

love and time.



madi mah-rhodes