so far it has not been gentle

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I love you in whispers, in a secret kept beneath the sidewalk

where all the beauty I can muster carves channels under dark cover

In forgotten, unlit corners, rooting at spider’s webs, catching debris. I love you

in narrow moments, loud and fierce as

I break cracks in the concrete where we are growing

Knowing only that so far it has not been gentle

This warmth among us


I turn my soft belly to the sun

Stretch out, curl down into the earth, and open.

It’s important that I do this. I am hungry and the sun will nourish.

I am cold and the sun will warm.


We meet here, in this sun

Roots tangled far, far below

It is sweet, being seen, stretching out towards the coming

Rain. There is nothing narrow about

this new together.



Teal Gemar