ER Doc Dies in Husband's Arms

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   for Frank Gabrin, 3/31/20


The City. Streets are empty now, like you always wished

when you lived here, that month or so of summer

with no tourists, if you could bear the urinous aroma

of subway stations. Lofty buildings split sunrays

into angel wings, while you longed for a sudden shower

to cool things off. City where my friends died in droves

in the nineties. Back then, it was jam-packed with yellow cabs

& Doc Martins & Keith Haring. Bistro patrons

spilled onto sidewalks at noon, sipping Bloody Marys. Sounds

of yowling sirens, blaring hip-hop, what-do-we-want? demos,

funeral dirges. Today, the city has deflated,

and another gay man dies in his lover’s arms.


Originally Published at HIV Here and Now, April 8, 2020


Risa Denenberg