in which telemachus dreams of funerals

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of all the words my mother gave me

the second was odysseuscomehome.

the first was              stop


clear & clean as yew

in a room whorled with men in need

of no witch to become animals.


the gods bring the figs at year’s end,

the gods have not yet brought my father

over the sea.


nestor’s son peisistratus is too young for my mother

to count him as my mentor.

my father’s nurse says playmate


i suck salt from my hair, dreaded up

with ocean & i say more

& when peisistratus stretches his arms


his shirt slips little ships’ sails

at the blades of his shoulders.

he says the jealous gods


cut man in two & left us

searching always for our other half.


as her fingers make waves of brushed wool—

telemachus, one day you will marry.

mother, i say, i do not want glory.


you will marry, you will be a man

words like the threads

taut & precise in the loom


made of something that once was nothing

& isn’t anything yet:

you will be a man like your father.


a man un-like my father is a man

who is here?



Lenk (he/him)