safezone

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before bed, we


stretch our goodnights into a minute, then ten more

procrastinating on sleep like it’s an overdue term paper


we’re both too old for school, so

teach me instead about


the freckle in the middle of your shoulder blades

or the fine black hairs between your brows


and i will show you my retainer, bruxism-scarred

from years of midnight grinding, stress lashing out of me


you will laugh and call me a superhero when i put it in, and

for a moment i forget i ever felt embarrassed to wear it in front of anyone


rather,


i talk in a lisp


of the mundanity of daytime, down to the dripping sink and

a David Attenborough documentary


until my syllables bump into each other

like lazy pandas


my tongue clicking on warm plastic

and you lay on top of me


our bodies melting into this mattress,

the warmest waking dream



Caitlin M. Andrews