Remembering You

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I remember you as you are

Brown hips, wide eyes and crooked eyes

One eye bigger than the other

Nose slanted towards the gods

begging a flower to bloom

Small hands , clasping around the mortar and pestle

Arms made for grinding crunchy brown beans

A sweet aroma coating the room of unspoken heritage

I spend most of my days days - alone and brown

Alone and brown in the streets that reek of gentrification and half smoked cigarettes

I dream of the day I can rest in your arms

In the belly of the quetzal

I won’t hear white people's words - it will only be silent

Silence will coat our home together

Our home alone in the hills of glory

In the land that hurts, that cries, that stimulates

A land that evokes our deepest sympathies

Only to be thrown back into the cycle of grief

We will have stray cats and dogs

and a parrot that is free to fly amongst the ceiba trees

Just you and I

brown

And alone together



—El Kravit-Smith