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              <text>&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;*Note: Because of the formatting of this poem, it cannot be displayed on screen. Please read it as a PDF, accessible via the Files.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right" style="text-align:left;"&gt;Author: &lt;a&gt;Bodhi&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</text>
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                <text>Love is not a hallmark card</text>
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              <text>&lt;p&gt;i want my joy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;a bouncy-bottomed young thing,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;with more energy than i can comprehend&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;for that which will bring me pleasure.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;i want debaucherous joy, sweet,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;slippery joy, a joy that can come&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;again and again and again unceasing.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;i want to hit joy's freak button.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;          to get all&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;          the way&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;          down&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;          &amp;amp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;          nasty&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;          with joy,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;walk around smelling like joy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;just came all over my face&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and i couldn't get drunk on joy fast enough&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;to catch it all. i want joy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;to stain my clothes, i want joy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;so delicious i mourn what spills&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;onto the floor, so i serve myself&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;another helping. i want joy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;to want me. to ask for me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;in the middle of the night;             to choose&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;me as the best&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;cuddle buddy.                               i want&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;joy to be fucking real.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;for joy to show up&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;with a whole self. teach me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;something about how to mend.      show me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;the best way to shine.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;—&lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/450" target="_blank" rel="noreferrer noopener"&gt;Amber Flame&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p style="text-align:right;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;Listen to the author read &lt;/em&gt;p.y.t.&lt;em&gt; here: &lt;/em&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;a href="https://youtu.be/Mjh5hYn8doo"&gt;https://youtu.be/Mjh5hYn8doo&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</text>
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              <text>&lt;p&gt;God’s blessing***whispers from activists past***forget-me-not&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Memories gift***a white man shoves someone like me in the street***a treasure&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;The flower of my lover's birth land***waiting to be stomped out***blood and ink stain my skin&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Fondly known as scorpion grassess***the royal blue of a man fucking another man***thriving&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;in the bitterest of colds&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Trivial little thing clinging to friends on the vine***the neon lights of every club shot up***a&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;petal for each stage of grief&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;“Remember” you are not alone***I stand upon the blood and bone of those before me***I have&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;your back&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;An herb disguised as a flower***I do not wish to be Adam and Eve***an apology from god.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The brilliant gold of youth***the man in my bed is not your concern***masked under a blue so&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;deep I swam in it&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;A kiss upon the lips of legacy***of course I went to church on Sunday-ten years ago***grown&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;in the tracks of American history&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Eternal love***bullshit***remind me of my place&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;—&lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/427" target="_blank" rel="noreferrer noopener"&gt;SJ Larsen (they/them)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</text>
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                <text>Ode to the Forget-Me-Not</text>
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              <text>&lt;p&gt;of or arousing gratification of the senses and physical, especially sexual, pleasure.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;the state or situation of being alone&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;We are never taught to love ourselves&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To love our own bodies&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;We are taught to know the touch of another’s hand&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To want and desire this touch&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But we are not taught to know and love our own&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Touch&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We are not taught to&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Desire&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Our own touch&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But who is better at servicing the body we inhabit&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;24/7&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;At one point i started putting hormones into&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This body&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And then&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This body&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Changed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It was a new body&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;It was a new landscape&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And i became an&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Explorer&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I scouted out this new&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Terraine&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Surveyed the crests&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Discovered the caverns&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I began to accept this&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Sexual body&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I had a partner at the time&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Whose narcissism&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Could not tolerate&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This new found love of my own&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Body&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;As it meant that the time&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I spent exploring&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Myself&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I was not exploring them&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I was not satiating their&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Desire&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;For me to be an extension&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Of them&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I was not servicing their need&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;For my servitude&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I tried to hide&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;My new found&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Hobby&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;From them&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;The more i enjoyed myself&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The less i want to submit&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To their coercive subjugation&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;The rift grew&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;My independence over&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;My own body&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Grew&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I now wanted&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Independence&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Over my life&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;My love for myself became a&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Threat&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Our system&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Maintains control&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;By teaching us&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Not to love&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ourselves&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;When we seek others to affirm&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Our sense of self&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We give over our power&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Self love is a&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Radical act&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;For those of us who are&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Marginalized&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This might be thee most&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Radical act&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;When we say not only&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I have a right to exist&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But also say&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I have a right to feel pleasure&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;We learn to say&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I have a right to autonomy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I have a right to love myself&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;These are radical acts&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;These are acts that we are&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Punished for&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;These are words that&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Empower us&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;These are words that&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Take our power back&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;These are radical words&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;The power to make ourselves feel good&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Creates autonomy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Negates control&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Empowers the marginalized&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;What would our world look like if we were&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To be&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Empowered&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Autonomous&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;What better lovers&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Would we be&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;If we&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Knew our own bodies&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Loved our own bodies&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Revelled in our own bodies&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;If we loved our skin&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Be it&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Red, brown, black&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;If we loved our gender&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Be it&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Trans, female, male&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;If we loved our hair&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Black, kinky, thick, straight&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;If we loved our lips&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Thick, thin, lipsticked&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;If we love our eyes&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Round, almond, hazel, brown&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;If we love our noses&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Flat, pointy, crucid&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;If we love our hips&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Curvy, big, flat&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;If we explore these places&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;If we love these places&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;If we vocalize our love for these places&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;If we refuse dates because&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We want to instead love ourselves&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Sorry i cannot go out to night&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I am going to have hot steamy sex with myself&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I aint even gonna make it to the club&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Because i am feeling myself and i feel good&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I’m sure sex with you is great&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But can you make me orgasm as hard as i can&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Can you make me cum and cum again&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Just writing this i am getting a hard on&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;For myself&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I can’t wait to be finished so i can get off&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;But first i want to insure that you&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Understand&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I want you to also find&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Sensual solitude&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I want your hands to caress your body&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I want your skin to tingle at your own touch&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I want your nipples to get hard and erect&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I want the blood to flow into your penis/clit until it throbs&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I want juices to flow&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I want you to get flushed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;At the thought of yourself&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I want you to join me in this&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Radical act of&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Self love&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;—&lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/623" target="_blank" rel="noreferrer noopener"&gt;smitty buckler&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</text>
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              <text>Well you are what you eat.&lt;br /&gt;It’s a character flaw, but I play catcher on this team&lt;br /&gt;and I hold them just fine.&lt;br /&gt;No spitter, quitter, or heavy-hitter,&lt;br /&gt;I survive these boys and their blows each summer,&lt;br /&gt;learning as all late bloomers eventually do&lt;br /&gt;sucking can be a real talent.&lt;br /&gt;We learn a specific kind of survival here&lt;br /&gt;where I grew up alongside one of thirteen&lt;br /&gt;Ronald Reagan Memorial Highways&lt;br /&gt;becoming a lavatory fixture&lt;br /&gt;unlike my father ever dreamed.&lt;br /&gt;He asked me was it really that bad in our town,&lt;br /&gt;where a boy we used to know disappeared&lt;br /&gt;with an extension cord and closet door.&lt;br /&gt;That week, the team made t-shirts&lt;br /&gt;that read Better Of Dead,&lt;br /&gt;wrapped a pair of gym shorts&lt;br /&gt;around my neck to drag me kicking–&lt;br /&gt;Sorry. I’m not trying to upset you.&lt;br /&gt;This all happened a long time ago.&lt;br /&gt;Let me try again:&lt;br /&gt;I think language bears history like branch scars,&lt;br /&gt;accumulating skyward&lt;br /&gt;until the whole organism folds under its weight.&lt;br /&gt;From this trunk I carved myself a bat.&lt;br /&gt;I mean I carved a shield. I mean I was born&lt;br /&gt;just like everyone&lt;br /&gt;on a rotting nurse log, fighting for scraps and sun,&lt;br /&gt;slow possum and witch egg&lt;br /&gt;learning a tongue for prick mushroom&lt;br /&gt;at the bottom of this hill&lt;br /&gt;I’ve tumbled down enough times to learn&lt;br /&gt;if you keeping hitting bottom,&lt;br /&gt;bottom starts to hit back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;—&lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/516" target="_blank" rel="noreferrer noopener"&gt;Connor Cash Colbert (he/him)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</text>
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              <text>&lt;p&gt;afterwards&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;on the beach in the surf alone&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;were you on your knees in the muck&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and the lapping waves?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;were you fetal was there brine in your mouth&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;was there salt you tried to retch out?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;did you try to slough your old body off&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;in the wet sand&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you wriggle like a fish in the mud&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you shed skin and mucus and bile&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and phlegm and piss and pus&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you feel the waves lap your toes like hot blood&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and run?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;and did you also look at your toes,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;still your toes but new&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;your calves, legs&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you look for blood under your nails&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and on your thighs and find none?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;did you look at little blond hairs trailing to black,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you run your palms over your belly&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and find a thicket&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you press your fingers to your chest&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you find your body like a whip uncoiling&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;like a green shoot in spring&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;did you lie naked on soft moss&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you hold your cock like a small and precious bird&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you feel the rush of blood&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you fuck your own hand til you came&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you howl to hear your cavernous howl&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you touch your sand-stubble face&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you piss standing up to see how it felt&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you shake your whole body like a dog in the sun?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Caeneus–&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;how did you come to fight the centaurs?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and your invulnerable skin–&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you think it a blessing at first,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;or did you know it was curse all along?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;did you test its limits and, finding none,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you lash yourself out in search of them?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you get in barroom brawls&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you wait tensed all night in the dark,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;uncurl your coiled fists upon would-be-rapists&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;like the wrath of no-god&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you bar the door and snarl at shadows&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;did you try fucking and being fucked&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;by women and men&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and did you crawl up inside your own body&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and put out the lights&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you try this over and over and over and over&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and every time did your mind go blank&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;like a quiet sea&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;did your marble skin break and bleed and burn&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;not on a spear’s point but at a lover’s caress and&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;yet still crawl pink and whole&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;upon your beautiful frame&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did your lovers tell you all they found in you was&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;your ghost?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;did you read scholarly work&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;on the science of fucking and being fucked,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you learn technical terms&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and statistics and acronyms&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and when that didn't fix you did you try poetry&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and when that didn't work&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;did you go to war instead?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;—&lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/459" target="_blank" rel="noreferrer noopener"&gt;Mo Dole (they/them)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</text>
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              <text>&lt;p&gt;Blue eyes standing over me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             too close.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             I have to look up to meet them.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                      &lt;em&gt;Look down.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;His chest!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             White T-shirt stretched too tight,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                      a rip across one shoulder.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                              Flush of heat,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                      I try not to stare.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Arms crossed,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             biceps bulging,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                      he looks down at me.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                              His eyes are laughing.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;A blondish goatee&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             --Van Dyke,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                      the hairs long&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                              and whiskery soft.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Mohawk hair&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             slicked back in a neat line,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                      the sides shaved shiny.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;He smiles,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             reaches into his pocket,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                      pulls out a ten-dollar bill.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;“Normally,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             when I give one of these out,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                      I get a blow-job.”&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;—&lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/444" target="_blank" rel="noreferrer noopener"&gt;J.A. Deveaux (he/him)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</text>
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              <text>&lt;p&gt;Bewitch me, hellcat—nude, high-&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             ponied eyes. Behind your blockade, draw a crowd and ask&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;me, roséd in flannel &amp;amp; shades, &lt;em&gt;am I a ten?&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             Boomerang me, blonde. Crazed, you&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;glittered angel: lead-painted, wings clipped.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             Borderline broken in that hotel room, you&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;cracked me, cajoling—&lt;em&gt;my nails are too wet&lt;/em&gt;—you begged me, bae!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             to pull that black leather skirt up over your ass with my quaking&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;freckled fingers that change diapers, iron and fold my husband’s&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             expectations. Catch a glimpse, kitten: me trying not to&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;look at you like a creep. Pour me—&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             against Mormon sensibility—champagne,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;amp; lick my chantilly flame&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             birthday fingers in cream. Pluck pink berries&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;from my fluttering tines—I’ll avert my eyes.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             Selfie your kibitz, your kissy-face cruelty—&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;insta that shit. Snap it down south&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             to your husband in Texas&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;while I sweat, fly-hatched &amp;amp; yellow,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             dreaming of you in jeans.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;—&lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/323"&gt;Allie Spikes (she/her)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</text>
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              <text>The lost weekends&lt;br /&gt;Have lost me&lt;br /&gt;Those versions of myself&lt;br /&gt;Only in his memory&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A hot desert night&lt;br /&gt;A cottage by the sea&lt;br /&gt;So many different characters&lt;br /&gt;Fulfilling every need&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A daughter&lt;br /&gt;A mistress&lt;br /&gt;A bride-to-be&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who were they touching&lt;br /&gt;When they were touching me?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sweaty hands and cover bands&lt;br /&gt;Rubber banded cash&lt;br /&gt;Fucking in the photo booth&lt;br /&gt;Virginity and red wine and techies&lt;br /&gt;And hotel swimming pools&lt;br /&gt;And arcades and fishing and Phoenix&lt;br /&gt;And farm towns and hole-in-the walls&lt;br /&gt;With pizza you could pass to the bar&lt;br /&gt;From the parlor next door&lt;br /&gt;And the fucking capitol buildings&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the center of it all&lt;br /&gt;Where their arms held her&lt;br /&gt;And their hearts were beating&lt;br /&gt;Fast and hard&lt;br /&gt;Like they wanted to&lt;br /&gt;Break You&lt;br /&gt;In Half&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When you put your ear to their chest&lt;br /&gt;A seashell whispering&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No&lt;br /&gt;SCREAMING&lt;br /&gt;Of the ocean&lt;br /&gt;A faraway dream&lt;br /&gt;A figment&lt;br /&gt;A fantasy&lt;br /&gt;Forever&lt;br /&gt;Gone-gone&lt;br /&gt;Gone-gone&lt;br /&gt;Gone-gone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align:right;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;— &lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/258"&gt;Josie Buck (she/her)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</text>
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              <text>&lt;p&gt;Winston tastes good&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;like a real man should:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;my fingers scrabble&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;at the edge of my bed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;til our fingers inter      lace&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;his sweat&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;drips&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;down my back and&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i am holding on for dear life&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and, at the end, he sticks&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                      velvet&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;at the back of my throat&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;he fucks like a&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;and out&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;and in&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and out, the tide murmurs over crab carcasses their&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;tender bits long since picked out, devoured&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and there’s some poem in there but I’m&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;so&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(strong and)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;tired I’m&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(tender)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;so tired I’m&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;             so&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                      tired&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;of trying to piece things&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                              together&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;—&lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/138"&gt;Kaye Veigh&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</text>
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              <text>&lt;p&gt;Head over heels&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I leaped flying to The Duchess&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Meet me there&lt;/em&gt;, I begged her—&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;stone-faced Alex—the first real&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;lesbian I knew.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;She lived alone&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;in the West Village.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We worked together&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;she had a girlfriend&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I had a roommate.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I was ready to be with a woman&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;curious, feeling bi,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;but never near&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;a real lesbian.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I pursued her&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;forced myself into her bed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;despite her repeated, &lt;em&gt;No&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Finally, a late-night album party&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;she stayed on her side of the bed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;till morning, when she weakened&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;my hands grasping her warm core.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;She relented to my touch,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;to the call of baby kisses&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;across her clavicle.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;She warned, &lt;em&gt;You’ll fall in love&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Fool that I was, I promised,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;                        &lt;em&gt;Never&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Destroyed in three months&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;with her final &lt;em&gt;No&lt;/em&gt;—her push away&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;my body aching, overwhelmed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;by such love I could not believe.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Published in “Scry of Lust 2: An Erotica Anthology,” Edited by Sumiko Saulson, 2020, to assist Team #5015 SF Goth to raise money for AIDSWalk San Francisco&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;—&lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/114"&gt;Julene Tripp Weaver&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</text>
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              <text>we went to tutta bella&lt;br /&gt;you looked at me with those &lt;br /&gt;sparkling eyes&lt;br /&gt;and guessed that I’m a spy &lt;br /&gt;I happily gave you my secrets&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You said you’d write &lt;br /&gt;for Taylor Swift &lt;br /&gt;You really are a gifted writer &lt;br /&gt;The way you weave words until I’m &lt;br /&gt;undone&lt;br /&gt;Tell me again &lt;br /&gt;what you ate in Italy &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We got ice cream&lt;br /&gt;And a hummingbird was stuck in the shop&lt;br /&gt;We named him Humberto&lt;br /&gt;I knew how he felt&lt;br /&gt;The rest of the world outside the door&lt;br /&gt;But wanting to stay near the sweetness &lt;br /&gt;The way we kissed &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the shop&lt;br /&gt;On the street in the twilight&lt;br /&gt;As soon as the car door shut &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you took me in your mouth &lt;br /&gt;the whole drive home&lt;br /&gt;barely coming up for air&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;no one has ever done that before&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fuck I love your body&lt;br /&gt;God you make me feel so good&lt;br /&gt;I like you a lot&lt;br /&gt;Kiss my chest &lt;br /&gt;It’s getting hard to just be friends&lt;br /&gt;You wanna go again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to name what’s here&lt;br /&gt;I want to be careful with my heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Would you rather be a vampire &lt;br /&gt;or a merman I asked&lt;br /&gt;We both chose vampire in the end&lt;br /&gt;As you nibbled my neck &lt;br /&gt;I wouldn’t want to live in the sea &lt;br /&gt;and lose all of this&lt;br /&gt;Is this what being gay is&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I’m scared you said&lt;br /&gt;My hand on your chest &lt;br /&gt;Is there something the fear is asking to change&lt;br /&gt;Saying it is good&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I’m scared too&lt;br /&gt;And coming alive&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I could look at your ass all day&lt;br /&gt;I never knew life could be like this&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The blood lost becoming a dancer &lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align:right;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;— &lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/98"&gt;Avi Sague’&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</text>
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              <text>&lt;p&gt;1.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The mailman arriving kind and exhausted stripping&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;his truck of Amazon boxes, the cardboard nearly&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;melting from incendiary content: a vibrating cock ring&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;prostate massager, the bed restraint kit with adjustable&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;cuffs and a pink lace lingerie one piece Teddy to go&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;with my leather half chest harness that came all the way&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;from China with love.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;2.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Our devoted attendance at &lt;em&gt;The Saturday Church&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;where the bedroom becomes a sexual wilderness&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;and the only intention is to praise what we find&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;in the act of worshipping lost. This is not a day of rest.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;No one prays to be saved.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;3.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The way a prisoner wakes up every day loving&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;the guard’s vascularity, those hot blue highways&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;of memories abandoned beneath an overpass of scars.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We were born to crash into power and safe&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;is a cute little adjective strapped in a car seat&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;sucking their thumb, oblivious to a leather boot&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;on the gas plunging them deeper into the world,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;one lost binky at a time.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;4.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Like her longing for crows that drank from a bird bath&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;made in the shape of a heart, their absence&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;a visceral reminder of how bored the mind&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;quickly becomes when nature’s black scarves&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;of dirty silk fade from the air without warning.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="right"&gt;— &lt;a href="https://waqueeranth.omeka.net/items/show/41"&gt;Daniel Edward Moore&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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